What lies beneath

Hey wazzup people? Sorry for not updating often. I've been really busy with NS, family and the peeps. You see the thing is, it's not that I'm too lazy to blog. I want to blog every week if possible but time does not permit me to do so. My weekends are too short. Even this post is written using and iPhone.

Anyway, life has been shit so far. Don't get me wrong. NS life is great. Well, it is great once you get used to the constant punishments and endless lectures. What makes my life unpleasant this few weeks are the things that happen at home. For those of you who already know what I'm talking about, my brother has gone for his holiday and won't come back till next year. So there is pressure on me to be the good son that my parents want me to be. So my dilemma is, am I obligated to do so? It's not that I don't want to be a good son. It's just that the pressure is too much. Even the littlest thing I do would sadden them and I don't blame them because my parents are devastated right now. So if I don't blame them, who do I blame?

On a brighter note, my brother might be coming back from his holiday alot sooner than expected. But that's just hoping. Oh and if I had one wish to make me feel better about my life, that'd be having someone to talk to. But then again. That's just hoping.

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