Despair

Hi guys. Sorry for not updating regularly. As some of you know, I hardly have time to use the computer these days because I'm always busy with work. And working life has been terrible so far.

I've held 3 jobs in the past 3 weeks. Yes. I had 3 different jobs in 3 weeks. First was Concorde Hotel. I left because they paid peanuts but expect us to work our goddamn ass off. Second job was at Azzura Resort at Sentosa. I left because of 'conflict of interest'. So currently I'm working at Klapsons, The Boutique Hotel and I like the place. The pay is high and the manager is very very cool. Work is not so tiring too. I hope I can hold on to the job.

Anyway, the life of my family is shitty and fucked up these few days because something happened. I won't say it here because it's too sensitive a matter. Everyone has been putting on a strong front to outsiders but I know deep down inside, Mom and Dad are hurting so bad. My life is going through a rough patch right now. I don't like it one bit. I'm praying every single day that everything will turn out fine, that everything will go smoothly. Because if it doesn't, everything will fuck up even more.