Absent

I've been really angry and pissed off these few days.. I don't know why but i'll get angry over the littlest things.. I'm angry that i don't get what i want, I'm angry that i don't get to do what i want to do, I'm angry that i don't have the courage to speak up about how i feel, I'm angry about people being so negative, I'm angry because people correct my doings when they can't do a better job themselves, I'm angry because that bloody fucker thinks he lives in a welfare home, I'm angry because all i can do is admire her from afar but most importantly I'm angry because everytime, when i look back, i realize what a disappoinment I've become.

So for the next few days or so, i really need some time alone, to reflect on what I've been doing.. I will need to find a way to channel my anger or i will just end up hurting or offending people.. I need to chill and have that laid-back attitude i used to have.. Otherwise, the angst inside might just end up killing me.. So guys, i'm sorry if i have bailed on you these past few days and the days to come.. I promise I'll be back before you know it, hopefully a better person..